Well 2012 is almost over here where I am. And I felt like writing some crap since I haven't done it since I don't know when.
This year was not a good year for my art :/ I mean, it wasn't terrible, but it wasn't good either.
For a few months I went through a really tough art block. Or maybe I shouldn't call it an art block. It was more of a personal thing I guess??
I would draw something, but I wouldn't be satisfied with it. I know most artist aren't fully satisfied with their work, it's what drives us to improve, but my situation was like idk perfectionism x10.
I'm a perfectionist by nature. I like things to be just right. But for some reason that side of me really came out this year. Those months where I didn't submit anything, that's why. I'd draw something, but if one thing was out of place, N0pe! Away with you = .=
And when it came to coloring, omg that was even worse. I fucking hate my coloring, it sucks so much 8C
I feel like I'll never get it! How can other ppl color so well???!?!?!
I tried experimenting, going out of the box. But when I did that, it just looked wrong. Like not "it's not what you'd expect, it's different (in a good way)", but "eww that doesn't look right. Those two colors shouldn't blend =____=" B(
So yeah, my 2012 art was not that amazing imo. I know I need to work on that perfectionist side of me. Need to learn how to calm down
I'll try to submit a lot more this coming year. Even if I'm not 100% satisfied with it.
Something else that's here on dA for me would be my SCANDAL group!^^
I'm very happy with what happened this year. It grew with members and drawings. My goal is to have as much SCANDAL art here as possible, so I am happy with the group's status :3
In other parts of my life 2012 was the same I guess.
The only things I can say where big moments in my life where when SCANDAL released new music LOLOL
I know that seems sad to some ppl, but w/e
I like my life to be calm~
So yeah have a happy new year everyone